Worry

I hate worrying.

But its one of the things I do best.

Today I'm worried about :

My trials

Returning my library books late and having to pay a fine

Tony and how that's all going to go

My laziness

My procrastinating

Someone I have a crush on

Erik (always always always. When will he ever get out of my mind)

I go to bed with a black cloud hanging over my head. I hate it. I absolutely detest it.

I hope one day there will be a time when I don't have to worry about similar things anymore.

Soon, hopefully.

I have a feeling its got something to do with my character and personality and my laziness.

Change, boo. CHANGE.